Miss Lisa and Miss Atay
Thursday, November 13, 2003
haha. you know why it wasn't appearing? you clicked "post" instead of "post and publish"!
haaaaay. things are cool with me. trying to finish (or actually, trying to start) my paper. i'm in school, but i can't concentrate. lisa, i'm bored. i'm pretty bored. i mean, with life. there's nothing exciting. there's nothing i'm doing really. i just live. go to school. read. write. contemplate. process. go to mass. and like, i'm doing good and everything. but i'm not really busy busy with much. i could do more. like work out. pick up a new hobby. maybe it's cuz i'm not serving.
oh, but it's such a drag. i don't feel particularly compelled to do anything. i don't know what to do really. i mean, yfc is handling themselves. sfc is handling themselves. i know we have region missions to do, but we haven't planned too much for that yet. honestly, i feel like leaving. haha. i mean, just for a few months. like, an exchange program. and i looked into that, but its something i won't get to do until like next next semester just cuz i missed a few deadlines. so that's not really an option right now. salman thinks i should just hang around and not transfer cuz i'm like almost done. he's right. but i duno. i feel like i'm searching for something.
how bout you just move back and we could do some serious work up in here. haha. jeff's still my partner in crime with whatever i wana do, but it's not enough to just be willing, u know? i think i need some spice in my life. i'm content, but i get kinda bored. maybe i should be doing something. blah blah. okay. haha.
